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Bcomingundone

was a desperate housewife without sex for almost 9 years until a 20 something cub through gaming woke me up! Now rediscovering sex through BDSM. bcomingundone.weebly.com current story https://bcomingundone.weebly.com/stories

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00:05:02

Trees! I Bend To Not Break

Bcomingundone ·

2022/12/02

I needed a break and could use some tree hugs while unloading my troubles. Here with these 5 minutes, I read some stories I posted about trees. A quick listen before bed. Thank you for being here. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

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00:19:38

Fantasy fades revealing self-trust.

Bcomingundone ·

2022/11/30

An after almost dissection session...reconnection after almost a severance. How did I see fire and still encourage myself to walk towards it? I can trust myself. A lot of my questions were answered, I no longer have to feed my fantasies, my energy better served elsewhere. Find a relationship filled with motivation, mine is dopamine via sexual connection, to face your friction and the things that brings discomfort. Sit with discomfort. Relationships do not have to all follow the same traditional

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00:26:31

The Vow

Bcomingundone ·

2022/11/22

Mmmmmasochist: THE VOW Mmmmmmmmmmmmasokisssssssssed The cycle Sickness Sick The crave To the oral fix. Late to the show Takes the hand A loud smack on her flesh Breaking in a sting to her ass Welting a rosy red glow. Entrance to her heaven Wetness The bliss Neural pathways light up The goo in her brain Becomes sweeter than the memory of his one time kiss. Her heart races Sweat begins to bead His hand on her flesh Her hunger His need? Needles in haystacks Her sadist, her match Lights her on fire But

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00:22:18

Tinder burnout.

Bcomingundone ·

2022/11/16

My account closed again, this time I'm good to leave it closed. Toxic men reactive to disappointment and rejection. I suspect I won't find a partner through these dating apps that are really dopamine traps. I seek to be supported, safe, seen and significant in another’s life. After the new year I will be open to receiving such connections/relationships. Last sessions with play partner our experiences were vastly different and had I had insight about his plan, mine would have been less about my head,

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00:32:44

During the drop, memento.

Bcomingundone ·

2022/11/07

Real time clarity about my drops. In a drop I've decided this is shit and I need to remember how shitty it is, to think twice about playing because drops can be shitty. Then at the end I see what the brain is doing because of chemicals trying to balance, returning to stasis in my brain. For contrast I add at the end a recording I made while I was in a high state from dopamine. These large drops don't happen often. Contrast of two different states. Also reflected momentarily on relationships that

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00:17:51

Ramble after session, 79% chance of deletion.

Bcomingundone ·

2022/10/21

I am on the other side of a health scare and my being feels different. Sogyal Rinpoche, "Don't mistake understanding for realization, don't mistake realization for liberation." What others, including myself, knew what would transpire, I still did not stop the experience as I have received valuable lessons about myself and about others. This was first session after I was cleared at the 11th hour at a double biopsy. I recorded a lot of thoughts I witnessed after the session. I witnessed a disconnect

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00:19:04

After Therapy, Tree Murder

Bcomingundone ·

2022/10/12

I cry, a bit. I've learned to let go of stories about people including their stories therefore it's just their light I am with. I realized I was attached to stories not people. I'm reaching the boiling point with a current health challenge. Finding presence with current moments. Zoom out and easily can become detached, too close and suffer with possible attachment. Amazed how many emotions I go through in a day and free from attachment to any of them. Condition from that need for a romantic partner

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00:10:27

Am I too much. I am all of this; experience.

Bcomingundone ·

2022/09/28

"...experiencing actually is our self. It's not that there's a self that's experiencing things; the experience is everything." From the book by Bruce Tift, Already Free, discussing Alan Watts view on the self. This frees me from the sense of being cornered, feeling things happening to me or at me. This shift leaves me with expansion and abundant possibilities. My first awareness of being online, of being a person was when I was 2 or 3; I became aware of my body. --- Send in a voice message:

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00:22:54

Already Free- so share a lot

Bcomingundone ·

2022/09/11

Hey I don't cry here! I read a section in the book by Bruce Tift, "Already Free Buddhism Meets Psychotherapy On The Path Of Liberation" I have a couple of tics (I woo-hoo and an excited exhale- this is part of my tics/stems) from excited awareness! I went and pulled from the vault, a recent experience, I expose of myself and in the process I capture my self actualizing. This book has been so helpful releasing the anxious death grip I have on thoughts. Also realizing I have been avoiding myself all

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00:06:14

From The Depths- a reading

Bcomingundone ·

2022/09/03

I found this piece and it inspired to me to read aloud. I have been experiencing too much time in my head with wounded ego no longer feeling desired. Reading this brought back sensations in my body when I did feel like prey. Thank for the much needed dopamine bump. From The Depths by Pandoras-Fox Thank you for being here. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast:

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00:18:23

Girl gone, to a retreat.

Bcomingundone ·

2022/08/11

Out of my element. My tics are active. Poor girl from thenhood going to a swanky lodge. Can't afford but intuition said to go. Also therapist hurt me with an image. I cross boundaries pulling people into my house when they'd rather stay outside and peer through my bedroom window. I'm witnessing fear. Doing new things, health stuff, jeep stuff, and sticking to boundaries. Met a new possible friend and just exchanged intentions. --- Send in a voice message:

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00:21:21

Uncomfortable Drop- 'Tism Is Active

Bcomingundone ·

2022/08/04

Researched some about women with autism spectrum and sexuality/intimacy. I do have boundary issues even with myself. Is it possible to find hot sexual chemistry and then develop a deep loving friendship? --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

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00:21:27

Descent. And Rising.

Bcomingundone ·

2022/07/28

I can easily succumb (I have a desire to rewrite that word as suc'cum, playfully honoring moments, myself and another person) to thoughts that are arising. I see why I placed myself with certain people intuitively knowing there wouldn't be a romantic ending. Still I proceeded. I needed a catalyst to burn away these layers. I can crash and burn up in all this. But instead I'm in stillness and can compassionately hold myself, it worked as needed. I can see stories and thoughts and I am still. Honoring

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00:02:31

Another quickie-"hear the rime of the ancient...

Bcomingundone ·

2022/07/12

I break my Timeout Tuesday to share a brief writing inspired from play. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

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00:03:27

A Sexy Tree, Wood You Sit With Me

Bcomingundone ·

2022/07/08

Busy full day. Therapy too, spent my session crying with her about my deceased friend and about my desire to know and share heart spaces with others. None to worry no tears this episode. Thanks for being here. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

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00:18:09

I'm sorry you're gone.

Bcomingundone ·

2022/06/29

Didn't get a chance to hug him. I did tell him once how his wonderful laugh brightens my shitty days. Suicide. Stigma asking for help. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

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00:14:56

State of contentment, leap frog beautiful connections.

Bcomingundone ·

2022/06/27

My depressive state is really rocking in the mud to get through it. Gathering resilience with moments of sitting in silence- eye of my storm. Anniversary of my brother's passing was difficult. Also a relative with a health crisis. Seeing connections as a beautiful game of leap frog. Some continue with me down parallel paths and others leap away. I'm in a state of flatline contentment. Satisfied. Recording this to revisit this feeling/sense when I need a reminder this, my blue flower center is

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00:37:24

Sick Thoughts and Before A Session

Bcomingundone ·

2022/06/19

Sick and play partner is gone. I have been in my space in head not in body. Binged on fet/porn. Good relationships cause friction for self reflection. Found a funny pre-play session almost cancelled I wasn't feeling pretty. I'd like to do nonsexual activities with my sex. Also I read Patton Oswalt's nonsense. Hilarious. My thoughts hopped up on nyquil. Just need to cry and cum- crum. Oy. This is by far a very raw and embarrassing recording. --- Send in a voice message:

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00:21:28

I am worthy- hugging, fucking, kissing at the same time.

Bcomingundone ·

2022/06/07

Letting thoughts come and go. Summer of self-love to prepare for active dating. Looking forward to hugging, fucking, and kissing at the same time! --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

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00:25:10

Asmr after 'gasm Meditation

Bcomingundone ·

2022/05/28

Processing my internal dialogue regarding an orgasm I just had. A 40 minute climb and release. I experienced a few after shocks 6 minutes after. Not focusing on the outcome of an orgasm, being with the body, my body, as I scan from toe to head to observe what sensations I experience on the way up to an orgasm. I sobbed as I will often do when fully connected to presence. I use different emotions, including anger, to bring me close to the hook of inertia towards my peak of orgasm. I will use romantic

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