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Bcomingundone

was a desperate housewife without sex for almost 9 years until a 20 something cub through gaming woke me up! Now rediscovering sex through BDSM. bcomingundone.weebly.com current story https://bcomingundone.weebly.com/stories

health & fitness sexuality

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00:14:02

Get Out Of Your Way

Bcomingundone ·

2022/05/17

The primal voice is helping. 4hrs spent hard labor gardening. My friend shared with me the 3 breath hug because he knew I had difficulty with intimacy and relaxing into another’s presence. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

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00:34:50

I've Said Too Much- that's me in the corner

Bcomingundone ·

2022/05/12

Fractured human- rapid descent of becoming undone Side note I did take myself to urgent care for intervention. "Always felt that there'd be trouble Mass distraction hides the truth Prozac days and sleepless hours Seeds of change that don't bear fruit" Age of Reason, Black Sabbath I'm flailing in fear. Gripping onto grass to help keep my ass grounded. I'm scared being awake not knowing how to live in a world I no longer want to be part of, the template. I don't know how to live and survive not being

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00:27:39

HOT Flash!- Abdickted

Bcomingundone ·

2022/05/07

Woke up with hot flashes. Menopause onset is happening. I have fears this is the last of my sexual self. I am changing my idea about not nesting with my sex. I would like the end of my life spent nesting with my partner I had great sex with; I would love my last winter days spent living closely with my lover. Doesn't mean right now though. Good thing about menopause, is that without the biological drive for sex to procreate this exploration with sex will be more about connections to self, to

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00:13:15

Why not. RAW SEAF2022

Bcomingundone ·

2022/05/03

Last episode was some raw theta thoughts. Here, after the intro more rawness. I'm breaking apart. I surrender. Also my dynamic is changing a bit and I'm in those feelings too. Seattle Erotic Art Festival Gallery was awesome! So much I wanted to touch! My ideas are stirring maybe some of my photography or even submitting a writing piece. I went with another photographer, she is wanting to do photos beyond the boudoir. It was fun to look at art with another artist discussing perceptions, likes and

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00:13:51

Night thoughts...raw.

Bcomingundone ·

2022/04/29

If early on in a relationship, I'm projecting onto someone my fantasies of their potential, obviously they can not live up to my fantasies and now not really realizing my mistake, my mind is creating negative stories to explain the issue, the contradiction from what I thought he was and the reality of his behavior , it was all 'me'. He doesn't like me. I'm not his type. My mind falls down a tracking hole to make this thought true. This projecting is what I am on the inside. Me. I project onto others

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00:14:41

Deep Heart Conclusion

Bcomingundone ·

2022/04/23

I finished the book The Deep Heart :Our Portal To Presence by J. Pendergast My take away is a connection to my heartspace. Understanding difference between reacting and responding and to feel the difference between contracting and expanding from my heartspace so I may lead, live and love from an authentic vibration, spanda: the pulse of the Universe manifested. Poetry reading Last Night As I Was Sleeping- Antonio Machado Thanks for being here --- Send in a voice message:

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00:25:58

Discomfort: the realizations are comforting.

Bcomingundone ·

2022/04/19

I was visited I suppose by a being perhaps and observed a realization. Sitting with discomfort is the easiest response. Pet the elephants and love the monsters. My dynamic as uncomfortable as it is, has been a safe space for me to see myself in my own light. I had my own issues with jealousy and not being his type, these fed a narrative about abandonment. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast:

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00:10:40

Tender Acceptance- Sit With Me

Bcomingundone ·

2022/04/16

Calm yummy warm place so please just sit with me, be here now with your full presence. Instead of radical acceptance, accept things and the moment with tenderness. How does that feel for you? What is that like for you? Are you at rest or suffering? Can you close the gap between your thought and the feeling in your body? How about showing up in the experience through your body, leaving that thought? It takes zero work to just arrive and be here now. Presence, is free and easy to do, just arrive! Even

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00:15:15

There's Gonna Be Another Heartache Tonight. Holy...

Bcomingundone ·

2022/04/12

Risk. Without it there is no reward. I've been scarring my heart, not breaking it but enlarging it. Another, what I thought was a good connection, ghosted. I am in my feelings, cried and may cry some more, but I laugh because I am seeing a pattern. So going out of town is code for gonna get ghosted?! Well booooooooo. Also red flags, deep heavy connections over the weekend? May mean partner is out of town and need an ego stroke. I'm here in my meat suit for connections, for love. To give and receive

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00:02:34

Hail Hiccups- quick funny

Bcomingundone ·

2022/04/08

A raw audio memo for a future story. The hail was amazing, I have to share! I miss the days our phones were attached to the homes. We had to set time aside to talk to one another, calls were with intentions and presence. And I hiccup towards the end-so many sounds! --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

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00:14:07

Reading/meditation from The Deep Heart

Bcomingundone ·

2022/03/28

My thought on sacred sex- come to light ;) ASMR like reading from book, my thoughts and a relaxing meditation reading. Trust falling into the universe as my old ways and self fall away. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

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00:01:30

Chant for the heart awareness

Bcomingundone ·

2022/03/22

Gate gate paragate, parasamgate bodhi svaha! Chant with Dr. Daniel Brown. I am learning to connect to my heart, being with my love to free self from fear, attachments and obsessions. I am with awareness. I am trying not to make myself the basis of operation. Awareness gone beyond self representation to the field of awareness becomes my base of operation. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast:

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00:20:57

Undoing of Self-path of becoming undone

Bcomingundone ·

2022/03/20

My olfactory hallucination inflamed due to accidental empathic connection; but realize it was for my awareness. My identity destabilizing as I recognized a core of limiting belief within me. My "back dates" where I meet with others to sit back to back, exploring connections, I am going to sit with myself now. I am with stronger awareness my need to sit outside of myself to have others help heal me and to distract me from upcoming heavy shifting. Ego is afraid. What happens to sexual space where I

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00:19:05

Theta Thought-open to love and sacred sex; will be ok...

Bcomingundone ·

2022/03/14

Woke up and ...don't judge, but Taylor Swift's song "Out of The Woods" was playing in my mind. "Remember when we couldn't take the heat? I walked out, I said "I'm setting you free" But the monsters turned out to be just trees When the sun came up you were looking at me" My mentor mentioned to me he wants me to experience love and asked what am I looking for. I said I'm open to it, the person has to be able to hold enough space for me to expand and available for sacred sex. My explanation of sacred

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00:09:51

Spanda- I sing-I am the vibrational expression of...

Bcomingundone ·

2022/03/12

I, today, just discovered the word, "spanda" and I wept. I am a vibration connecting with others that vibrate. I am also in search for deeper sexual vibrational connections. I am vibrating today in my body. I also just discovered a song that moved me to sing. Interestingly, at 57 seconds in the song file, play partner messages me, and before my laugh you can audibly 'hear' my heart space... the noise I make is my heart space vibrating and this is a sound I repeatedly make and likely in all of these

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00:10:13

After Play: Sex Love Relationships- shedding old stories

Bcomingundone ·

2022/03/03

As thoughts continue trying to create a "we" out of a play dynamic, I remind mind this is not love, it's a body experience. Remind heart space I am without want, this is what I can love and love myself for giving me this experience. This healthy manipulation, my attachment to the play, gives me the arena to heal my old stories about sex and love and relationships. I am looking into another audio source to share my explicit stories since Spotify changed their terms. --- Send in a voice message:

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00:18:12

Breaking Up With An Illusion, Ego, Concept of Person-...

Bcomingundone ·

2022/02/23

It's a soul splitting experience observing my ego and removing my concept of me as a person to just be with an experience void of a particular outcome; it's an alone feeling experience. My trauma brain loops the same neural pathway; it has taken me quite a few loops and am sensing I am releasing. Heartbreaking me back to Source, I am breaking up with my perception and disillusion of my potential I encased tightly around our dynamic. Old stories resurfaced about being too much. The ceiling on the

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00:26:22

As You Are- loss and ego

Bcomingundone ·

2022/02/08

My spidey sense was correct- attachment style anxious triggered abandonment trauma fears realized. Meditation- Mooji quotes. Play partner shared a poem, I read. ASMR --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

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00:19:06

Deep In A Trough- attachment style

Bcomingundone ·

2022/02/03

Spidey sense is up and/or anxious style has been triggered. Practicing temperance, thoughtful consideration, step away and rest. Why does my nose inflame after sobbing? To keep things out while I'm getting rid of stuff going through my feelings. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

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00:21:29

Porn Burns.

Bcomingundone ·

2022/02/01

My dys'fun'ctional relationship with porn. The porn I like. Addictive. Was hurting, still hurts but I use it less and now try to biohack for dopamine hits and to ease away from codependent thoughts/feelings on real people; but doesn't work, I feel bad still after. Also a listener reached out me to answer my October 12th episode question, when do men connect emotionally? He was also inspired to have his own podcast! Makes my heart happy :) And if you're also into ASMR, he has one of those voices!When

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