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The Music of Life

Sharing my personal experiences through the pain of divorce, the healing through spirituality, and music"s influence through life"s greatest lessons and memories.

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14:26

Giving Grace: To Ourselves & To Others

The Music of Life ·

2025/06/12

Send us a text Hey friends, in this episode, I dive deep into the concept of grace—especially what it means to give ourselves grace versus extending it to others. It’s something I’ve been reflecting on a lot lately, especially as I continue navigating life post-divorce, deep healing, and everything in between. Through my own experiences in therapy and the soul work of personal growth, I’ve come to realize how transformative grace can be—not just in forgiving others, but in reclaiming peace fo...

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15:17

We're Only Human After All

The Music of Life ·

2025/06/05

Send us a text Hey everyone—today’s episode is a vulnerable one. I open up about the highs and lows of my journey through grief, healing, and personal transformation. From losing my mom during a time of deep emotional stress to navigating a long and toxic divorce while cohabitating with my ex, I share what it’s been like to survive, rest, and rebuild—both inside and out. If you’ve ever struggled with gaining or losing weight as a response to emotional trauma, or felt like your healing was out...

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12:26

The Magic of Palm Reading and AI

The Music of Life ·

2025/05/29

Send us a text Hey friends! In this episode, I dive into something super unexpected and surprisingly profound—palm reading... with a twist. I found myself caught in one of those late-night TikTok scrolls when a palm reading ad caught my eye. Now, I’ve never been into that sort of thing, but on a whim, I decided to take a picture of my left palm and upload it to ChatGPT. What happened next absolutely blew me away. Not only did ChatGPT offer a symbolic interpretation of my palm lines, but it al...

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16:25

The Path to Doing the Work

The Music of Life ·

2025/05/22

Send us a text In this episode, I open up about the true meaning behind "doing the work"—not just as a buzzword, but as a deeply personal and spiritual journey that transformed my life. Inspired by a raw conversation in a divorce support group, I unpack some of the heavy emotional and spiritual burdens that many of us carry—especially when it comes to relationships, healing, and finding peace within ourselves. I walk you through three powerful practices that changed everything for me, and I i...

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17:58

Lessons Learned From Darkness Paved The Way Towards...

The Music of Life ·

2025/05/15

Send us a text In this deeply personal episode, I take you inside a pivotal chapter of my healing journey—the final stretch of darkness before I stepped into the light. I reflect on the emotional and spiritual transformation that occurred after years of navigating trauma, abuse, and inner turmoil. I share the raw truths of what it really took to emerge from that darkness and how radical acceptance, patience, and emotional regulation shaped my path to peace. You’ll hear about the moment I fina...

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12:31

Navigating Anxiety and Fear

The Music of Life ·

2025/05/08

Send us a text In this episode, I’m diving deep into the powerful topic of anxiety and fear—two emotions that so many of us grapple with on a daily basis. I talk about the difference between anxiety (our stress about what’s to come) and fear (our reaction to what’s right in front of us), and how each one can affect us in unique ways—from public speaking jitters to deeper emotional wounds we might not even know we're carrying. I also open up about some of the healing techniques that have helpe...

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18:15

Understanding The Dynamics of Sexual Energy Transfer

The Music of Life ·

2025/05/01

Send us a text Hey there, it's Caryn, and in this week's episode of The Music of Life, I’m diving deep into a topic I’ve been thinking about for years — sexual energy. I recently came across some articles that reignited this curiosity, and it inspired me to open up and share my personal thoughts and experiences around the energetic exchange that happens during sex. This isn’t just about chemistry or connection — we’re talking about energetic vibration, spiritual bonds, and how another person’...

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11:16

From Darkness to Light

The Music of Life ·

2025/04/24

Send us a text In this raw and deeply personal episode, I open up about the most defining chapter of my life—the journey from devastating darkness to radiant light. Through the lens of my own experiences, I reflect on pain, healing, and how faith and resilience can carry us through even the most unimaginable circumstances. From childhood upheaval to the soul-crushing experience of divorce, I share how I uncovered my inner light and reclaimed my sense of self, one courageous step at a time. Th...

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15:06

The Healing Journey Continues: Embracing Introspection

The Music of Life ·

2025/04/17

Send us a text Hey beautiful souls, welcome back to The Music of Life! In this intense episode, I take you with me through an unexpected wave of healing that caught me completely off guard. This wasn't just about revisiting the past—it was about uncovering a wound I didn’t even realize was still bleeding. I had what I can only call an emotional epiphany, and I knew I had to share it with you, not just for connection, but in hopes that it sparks something transformative in your own journey. If...

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19:53

The Healing Journey: Coaches vs. Intuition

The Music of Life ·

2025/04/10

Send us a text In this episode, we’re talking about something that’s been on my heart lately—healing. Specifically, I’m talking about the different paths people take to heal and how not everyone’s journey looks the same. I came across a few powerful quotes this week that sparked a conversation about coaches—dating coaches, divorce coaches, life coaches—and the contrast between that structured style of support versus something more intuitive and free-flowing, like what I experienced on my own ...

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20:40

The Journey of Healing and Spiritual Awakening

The Music of Life ·

2025/04/03

Send us a text In this episode, I open up about my own spiritual journey, especially in the wake of my divorce, and how it led to the most transformative awakening I’ve ever experienced. From confronting the ego to finding peace through service, I walk you through the stages of spiritual growth that have shaped the woman I am today. The “seven levels of spirituality,” the idea of ego death, and how leaning into meditation, self-reflection, and service brought me to a place of unity consciousn...

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15:48

Authenticity and Love

The Music of Life ·

2025/03/27

Send us a text In this heart-centered episode, I dive into a deeply personal reflection sparked by a recent conversation with my liver doctor—a conversation that turned into a powerful reminder of how far I’ve come, both physically and emotionally. From revisiting my journey through liver disease to confronting the bittersweet dynamics of my current relationship with my daughter, this episode holds space for vulnerability, healing, and full-circle moments that reminded me of my own strength a...

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14:16

The Power of the "Blood Moon"

The Music of Life ·

2025/03/20

Send us a text In this episode, we’re diving into the recent total lunar eclipse—also known as the Blood Moon—that happened on March 13. Now, I’m not an astrology expert, but I’ve got some insights, personal experiences, and a little Google research to share with you! We’ll talk about what a Blood Moon actually is, how lunar energy affects us, and ways to harness its power for self-care, manifestation, and emotional balance. Plus, I’ll be sharing some of my favorite full moon rituals—things l...

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26:43

Faith and Healing: A Personal Journey

The Music of Life ·

2025/03/13

Send us a text In this deeply personal episode of The Music of Life, I'm opening up about some profound experiences that have strengthened my faith and connection with God. From unexpected medical turnarounds to moments where divine guidance was undeniable, I'm sharing the ways I’ve seen God’s hand in my life. If you’ve ever questioned whether miracles exist or wondered about the power of faith, this episode is for you. I'll take you through my journey—from my vision unexpectedly improving to...

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28:00

The Strength of a Wounded Warrior

The Music of Life ·

2025/03/06

Send us a text Healing from deep emotional wounds is never easy, especially when you're trapped in a storm of pain, betrayal, and isolation. In this episode, I open up about my spiritual healing journey—one that unfolded while I was still in the midst of daily emotional torment. I share the powerful lessons I learned about resilience, self-care, and finding my strength when I had no one to lean on but myself. From the quiet moments of prayer and meditation in my sacred space to the painful re...

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27:58

Flipping the Mic: My Guest Appearance on Side Quest...

The Music of Life ·

2025/02/27

Send us a text In this episode of The Music of Life, I’m flipping the script! Instead of hosting, I had the incredible opportunity to be a guest on Side Quest Success Stories with host Stephen Duetzmann. I share why I started this podcast, my personal journey through a toxic divorce, and the intense spiritual healing that followed. I share how this podcast became a platform for healing—not just for me, but for others navigating similar experiences. Stephen and I also talk about the power of s...

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48:07

The Truth About Family Court, Accountability &...

The Music of Life ·

2025/02/20

Send us a text Divorce is never just about legal proceedings—it’s an emotional battlefield. In this episode, I sit down with Dr. Robert Goldman, a seasoned attorney-turned-psychologist specializing in forensic evaluations, child custody cases, and court-ordered therapy. We dive into the complexities of the legal system, parental accountability, and how to manage expectations when seeking justice in court. We also discuss the emotional toll of high-conflict divorces, the role of parental influ...

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16:23

Healing Through Connection: A Journey of Self-Discovery

The Music of Life ·

2025/02/13

Send us a text Life has a way of bringing people into our world at exactly the right time. In this episode, I open up about a powerful connection that played a huge role in my healing journey during and after my divorce. I share how meeting someone who truly saw and valued me helped me break free from people-pleasing tendencies, rebuild my self-worth, and experience emotional safety in ways I never had before. This wasn’t just about romance—it was about recognizing my own strength, understand...

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38:28

From Heartbreak to Healing: A Journey of Hope

The Music of Life ·

2025/02/07

Send us a text Hey everyone, welcome back to The Music of Life! I'm Caryn Portnoy, and today’s episode is a deeply personal one. I’ve talked a lot about my divorce in past episodes, but now, I feel like I’ve turned a corner. It’s time to focus on healing, hope, and the journey forward. My healing process wasn’t quick—it took over two years—but I made it through, and I want to share what helped me move from heartbreak to a place of inner peace. In this episode, I’m opening up about the rituals...

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39:45

From Heartbreak to Healing: A Journey of Hope

The Music of Life ·

2025/02/06

Send us a text Hey everyone, welcome back to The Music of Life! I'm Caryn Portnoy, and today’s episode is a deeply personal one. I’ve talked a lot about my divorce in past episodes, but now, I feel like I’ve turned a corner. It’s time to focus on healing, hope, and the journey forward. My healing process wasn’t quick—it took over two years—but I made it through, and I want to share what helped me move from heartbreak to a place of inner peace. In this episode, I’m opening up about the rituals...

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