A Conversation With God & Self

What happens when prayer doesn’t feel like enough? When you’re trying to get close to God, but He still feels distant… do you lean in—or do you slowly walk away? In this episode of A Conversation with God & Self, I’m getting real about the parts of the walk nobody really warned us about. The part where you realize this relationship with God requires endurance, maturity, and deep roots—not just surface-level faith. Are you rooted in good soil? Or are you unknowingly living in rocky places,...

In this episode, I’m diving deep—real deep. I’m sharing honest reflections from my own journey, and trust me… there are a few surprises you’ll only catch if you actually watch the podcast. Now, let me be real with you… the title barely scratches the surface. Yeah, we talk about getting the blessing and forgetting God—but what about when you don’t get what you asked for? When you’re hurt, disappointed, and your heart quietly hardens toward Him? Whether He meets our expectations or not, we’...

This episode was *real*—raw, uncut, and straight from the heart. We sat down and had an honest conversation about whether choosing God is truly the best decision. No stone was left unturned. We got *vulnerable* about the struggles before God, the challenges of walking with Him, and the weight of making that choice. We left it *all* on the table in this week’s episode, and trust me, you don’t want to miss it. 🔗 Connect & Follow Pastor Ilani Beasuejour: 🎙️ Podcast: [H...

In this episode, we’re getting real about something we all face but rarely talk about: suffering. Why do we go through it? What’s the purpose behind our pain? Is it just something to overcome, or is it meant to change us at our core? These are the questions we’re unpacking together.But this isn’t just about throwing answers your way. We’re digging deeper into how to handle suffering with grace, how to shift your perspective on pain, and what the Bible says about it all. Think of it as a conve...

You may not be qualified on paper, but according to God's resume, you are beyond qualified.How many times have you felt called to do something but told yourself you weren’t qualified or worthy enough to do it? How many times have you talked yourself out of using a gift God specifically placed inside you? How many times have you procrastinated and counted yourself out because you didn’t feel capable?What if I told you that God uses the possible to contradict what the world says is impossible?H...

Can demons attack you when you are young? Join me, Lovasia Renee, as I share a deeply personal story from my childhood, exploring my discovery of God—from growing up in a non-religious household to experiencing many encounters with Him. In this episode of "A Conversation With God," I dive into my struggles as a child of faith and the complex relationship I’ve had with God. I offer an honest account of my spiritual journey, my challenges in understanding it, and how I came through to the other...

**What Does It Mean to Talk to God?** In this episode, we’re getting into it—breaking down what it truly means to converse with God. This isn’t just about saying a quick prayer and moving on. We’re talking about building *real intimacy* with Him, the kind that shifts your perspective and deepens your faith. Have you ever wondered how to invite God into your daily life, like you would a close friend or even your spouse? Or how to *really* tune out all the noise in the world a...