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wandering into the void

wandering into the void isn’t about answers, it’s about asking the questions they don’t want you to ask. each episode blends raw truth, fringe insight, and unapologetic takes on what’s really draining your soul. if you’re tired of fake gurus, mental health grifters, or society’s scripts, this is your signal to opt out, tune in, and reclaim your power one breakdown at a time.

society & culture personal journals

All Episodes

00:19:25

burnout, comics, and why life feels like a bad plot...

wandering into the void ·

2024/12/16

a quiet dive into chaotic clarity, where burnout isn’t burnout, struggles aren’t struggles, and cereal with milk becomes existential. wandering through fragmented thoughts on personal burnout, societal pressure, comics, and death’s gender, this episode is as disjointed as it is unsettlingly relatable. topics in today’s episode: burnout, mental illness, stress, employment struggles, family tension, media consumption, schizophrenia, existential analogies, death archetypes, comics, galactus, mcu

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00:22:00

mother issues, trauma bonds, and humanity’s slow...

wandering into the void ·

2024/12/13

a raw, introspective journey where boundaries blur between salvation and surrender. today, a voice wrestles with self-reliance, maternal bonds, societal expectations, and the futility of hope. these unsettling reflections dare you to confront the truths you ignore, with fleeting glimpses of humor laced in despair.topics in today's episode: self-reliance, maternal resentment, generational trauma, manipulation, mental health struggles, societal pressures, survival tactics, nihilism, personal growth,

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00:25:31

lost media, ai hacks, and the crushing weight of...

wandering into the void ·

2024/12/09

i spiral through fleeting thoughts on live streams turned to lost media, twitch's pretentious allure, ai's underestimated tricks, and the crushing monotony of existence. noise fills the void as i navigate isolation, stagnant ambition, suffocating dependency, and a world indifferent to my existence. what am i holding on to? topics in today's episode: lost media, twitch streaming limitations, youtube subscriber barriers, ai for unexpected tasks, personal stagnation, societal apathy, unrelenting

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00:23:35

(*new upload schedule: every mwf!) mental health...

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2024/12/06

i find myself adrift in scripted musings unraveling fragments of a restless mind while questioning the universe, existence, and the prison of self-awareness. shadows lurk, paranoia whispers, and meaning dances on the edge of absurdity. join me as i explore the unsettling, dissect solitude, and stare into the void, hoping it stares back—because connection is fleeting, but wandering is eternal. topics in today's episode: existential musings, borderline cringe, overanalysis, therapy as a concept,

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00:22:52

numerology secrets, divine guilt, and surviving in a...

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2024/12/05

i hear crows scream balance as my mind spirals between divine repentance and existential dread; reflections on numerology, divine abandonment, social survival, and making sense of being alive in a meaningless world. topics in today's episode: numerology, spiritual symbolism, mental health spirals, societal expectations, the fear of failure, existential crises, toxic family dynamics, freelancing frustrations, the weight of repentance, religion's contradictions, fatalistic thinking, work-from-home

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00:26:13

ep. 50: forehead hurts & life is a joke i keep...

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2024/12/04

Wading through migraines, ramen disasters, and existential crises, I unravel why life feels like a cosmic prank. Between society's flaws, cats freeloading, and the moon landing's irrelevance, I find solace in ranting about influencers, digital prisons, and why squirrels are ADHD spies.Topics in today's episode: migraines, insomnia, boredom, ramen fails, social media panopticon, cereal mascots, time zones elitism, plant feelings, cats freeloading, influencers as a plague, moon landing apathy, AI

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00:25:39

ep. 49: time is an illusion, reality is fake, i don’t...

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2024/12/03

I spiral through therapy schedules, forgotten days, anime superiority, dissociation vibes, existential dread, and why OCD ruins dishwashing while Black Butler saves souls. Topics in today's episode: depression, psychosis, hustle culture, nostalgia, spiritual chaos, Reddit drama, mental health, anime wars, toxic parenting, unresolved trauma, doomsday vibes, nihilistic laundry, cataclysmic biblical metaphors, petty family texts, bipolar friendships, self-improvement clichés, gym enlightenment,

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00:24:43

ep. 48: confronting shadows in the mirror of society.

wandering into the void ·

2024/12/02

A live descent into fractured musings, self-reflection, and surreal observations. Topics in today's episode: identity liminality, transgender narratives, impulsive thoughts, trauma validation, mental health stigmas, spiritual awakening gone wrong, toxic positivity, Reddit's failure, live-stream absurdities, society's voyeurism, Twitch insanity, existential dread, and disturbing family dynamics. Dive into the chaos. Or don’t. It’s all meaningless anyway.

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00:30:47

ep. 47: the abyss whispers back unraveling existence...

wandering into the void ·

2024/12/01

I sit here wondering why, watching YouTube as life unravels its strange patterns. Memory is fleeting, trauma sticks, and my brain is a twisted joke. Time feels heavy, society is corrupt, and therapy is a faraway dream. The moon calls, but I won’t answer. My niche is chaos, solitude, and dark realizations. Today’s thoughts spiral into liminality, YouTubers, poverty, corrupt systems, existentialism, elemental destruction, dark humor, loneliness, failed ambitions, and a dying universe.Topics in

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00:29:55

ep. 46: wanderings of a fragmented mind searching for...

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2024/11/30

I unravel the chaos in my head, wrestling with plurality, fragmented identity, stray thoughts, and questions no one asked. I stumble through obsessions, reflections, inner voices, and broken truths, seeking coherence in the noise. Topics in today's episode: headmates and plurality, yesterday vs. last day, Marvel movies and unpopular opinions, the 3:33 phenomenon, co-consciousness struggles, imaginary conversations, religious coding of inner voices, OCD tendencies, psychosis reflections,

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00:27:10

ep. 45: i try to remember who i am but it all feels...

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2024/11/29

Talking feels heavier today. Therapy questions linger, my life after college feels like an unraveling thread, and I wonder if my memories are even mine. Everything feels harder now—jobs, meds, reality itself. Dreams dissolve, and I’m left starting over, unsure what’s true. Topics in today's episode: therapy intake, college struggles vs. adult reality, PTSD testing, questioning memory and reality, societal corruption, work doubts, dissociation, mental health struggles, schizoaffective and bipolar

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00:24:35

ep. 44: i walk through the unknown & see only...

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2024/11/28

I find myself lost in thoughts, drifting between fear, hope, and the black nothingness that calls us all. In this strange world, I confront fragmented truths, selfish prayers, and whispers of what could have been. I don’t know who I am, but maybe neither do you. Together, we navigate the mystery, broken but alive, holding on to fleeting light in the face of endless darkness.Topics in today's episode: human narcissism, fear of the unknown, fragmented souls, primal darkness, selfish prayers,

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00:28:16

ep. 43: i speak, but my voice dissolves in the air.

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2024/11/27

I navigate the unsettling echoes of thought, fear, and existence. Everything feels distant yet familiar—a library of dreams, locked books, and the heavy pull of the astral plane. Alone, misunderstood, and haunted by reflections I can’t recognize, I grapple with the weight of knowledge, the void between doors, and love’s fragile light.Topics in today's episode: spontaneous thoughts, fear and purpose, dreams of libraries, astral plane exploration, whispers of shadows, reflections of fallen angels,

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00:29:35

ep. 42: i dream of endless mirrors & wonder what they...

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2024/11/26

I speak as if I’m myself, but am I? This episode unravels a chaotic web of reflections, frustrations, and truths I’d rather not confront. Wander with me through stories I half-remember, fears I barely admit, and the blurred edges of my identity, magic, and thoughts. Topics in today’s episode: podcasting struggles, live streaming dilemmas, twitch vs youtube, intrusive thoughts, identity confusion, societal labels, mental health stigma, personal memories, bipolar reflections, spirituality and

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00:28:26

ep. 41: i’m nobody too, wandering in the shadows of...

wandering into the void ·

2024/11/26

Step into the in-between where nothing is certain. I share fragments of a fading self, tangled truths, and stray thoughts about life, endings, and the strange comfort of TV shows. Somewhere in the haze, we drift through mental health, societal absurdities, and a moon that won’t stop staring back. Topics in today's episode: mental health confusion, bipolar diagnosis struggles, TV comfort shows, childhood nostalgia, ADHD reflections, family denial and support, manipulative authority figures, liminal

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00:25:24

ep. 40: he unravels identity as the voice of guilt &...

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2024/11/25

He questions everything, from existence to God's intentions. The weight of karma, broken families, and the abyss of faith blur the line between justice and cruelty. Mind reshapes reality, uncovering unsettling truths we all hide from ourselves. Topics in today's episode: guilt, karma, justice, divine mistakes, toxic families, societal flaws, God's role, human suffering, cosmic balance, redemption, faith, the void, morality, parenting, destruction, healing, love, grief, darkness, hope, truth,

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00:23:52

ep. 39: in the shadow of doubt.

wandering into the void ·

2024/11/23

Each word I share feels like a whisper into the void. Day 39 unveils truths I don’t fully grasp—faith battles despair, leaders demand loyalty, and shadows linger where hope falters. My voice carries uncertainty, and I wonder who listens. Topics in today’s episode: faith vs despair, Trump and societal divisions, disability rights, government distrust, mental health stigma, psych meds—help or harm, suicidal ideation reflections, spiritual interventions, manifestation myths, societal responsibility in

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00:25:02

ep. 38: i taste noodles and hear echoes of myself.

wandering into the void ·

2024/11/22

Today, I’m unraveling the noodle paradox, chasing clarity with microphones, and wandering through the vast loneliness of 11th grade. I grapple with a ramen crisis, reflect on fleeting friendships, and navigate the haunting labyrinth of memories and societal isolation. My voice is both my prison and my escape, as I piece together the fragments of who I am.Topics in today's episode: loneliness, ramen experiments, microphone musings, school bullying, fleeting connections, emotional isolation,

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00:24:58

ep. 37: i speak in shadows, my podcast wanders in...

wandering into the void ·

2024/11/21

I lose myself in a dark quiet as I dissect my identity my emotions and the magic shaping my world in this podcast. Between the cracks of despair and bursts of irreverence I share the chaos within while questioning what it all means.Topics in today’s episode: observations, naming kids after songs, Spider-Man comics, Thunderbolts trailer, Supernatural rewatch, Reddit musings, over-apologies, podcasting advice, hyperfixation, creative struggles, 4chan culture, astrology reflections, Avatar lore,

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00:20:04

ep. 36: i slip between words i wish i'd said and...

wandering into the void ·

2024/11/20

It's November, and I can't quite tell if I feel anything, or maybe I’m just here, observing, wrapped in two layers, fading in and out of scenes from some half-remembered life. Thoughts blur, words stumble; it's like I’m watching myself from the edge of something vast and dark. I talk about the fractured moments, the questions that flicker in and out of clarity, and the feeling of holding it all just barely together. Listen if you want; I’m mostly just here.Topics in today’s episode:

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