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Bcomingundone

was a desperate housewife without sex for almost 9 years until a 20 something cub through gaming woke me up! Now rediscovering sex through BDSM. bcomingundone.weebly.com current story https://bcomingundone.weebly.com/stories

health & fitness sexuality

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00:16:10

Self Exploration 18+

Bcomingundone ·

2023/10/16

Divine forced timeout, I'm on a journey healing my sexual orgasmic self; my thoughts, feelings and sensations around men. I had a no touch experience with another and an erotic touch class where all my body and I asked for was to have my hair brushed by a man. I listened to my body not wanting sexual touch nor give sexual touch- felt good to listen to my heart when possibly my sexual being desired for more. Perhaps this is a gentle union within me: my firey sexual almost insatiable being meeting

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00:11:32

Beauty In The Breakdown

Bcomingundone ·

2023/10/12

When shift happens it appears all is breaking down, I woke up with lyrics, the song Chasing Cars. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

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00:10:32

Awareness Can Not Think

Bcomingundone ·

2023/10/10

I had a revelation. New dbt card reading. Thanks for being here listening to my brief stutter from excitement☆ --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

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00:15:51

Maybe?

Bcomingundone ·

2023/10/02

More heart scars, had more loss. Maybe I sit in this and let it break me open more wide. Now when I make connection and intimate sexual connection, I will be with more presence not constricting with fear about an ending hurting. Maybe I'm afraid of this breaking me too apart. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

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00:08:51

Nre blows with only D on the table

Bcomingundone ·

2023/09/26

The porn phase is great but doesn't last. After is the real risk taking and where the work is. If there is enough connection for me in other areas aside from good sex I'm rolling up my sleeves and doing the work- mine. Working on my responding rather than reacting really taking long, hard looks in the mirror. Clearly I get lost in a disappointing thought and my avoidant makes an appearance. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this

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00:09:08

What's your safe place?

Bcomingundone ·

2023/09/23

Woke up with Mooji on the mind. To not feed monkey mind and yet not turn it away, compassion for self. I've been finding tenderness for myself. First time in months I woke up without fear and with child like curiosity eager to see the signs the Universe does love me. A dbt card reading. I don't know where I'm going and it's okay to not know the how as long as I know know my why: love (safe space, compassion for self and others, see you and to be seen by you) Thanks for being here, until the

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00:15:15

Shame Monster...rather nomster

Bcomingundone ·

2023/09/20

Spiraled into unhealthy activities. Terrible background noise in the neighborhood. So maybe less will listen anyhow. I fell back into being servant to thoughts. Stuttered a bit. I would like to have space for us to divulge our shadow monsters and still hold other. I'm hurting from sexual trauma in need of ass'istance healing, maybe my cock worship is projection. I would love and fear for a man to hold space for me to be with my sexual body. I refuse to be jaded. Compassion and sympathy for

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00:19:47

Master and servant.

Bcomingundone ·

2023/09/18

The song Wrapped Around Your Finger, by The Police played in my mind while waking this morning. At first I thought this was about my current D/s relationship but realize it's deeper...the tables have turned, servant becomes the Master! Come listen to this and my tics as I become more aware as I anal'ize this song! Thanks for being here~ --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast:

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00:08:15

Not A Monster, But A Nomster

Bcomingundone ·

2023/09/18

Quick good night. Dealing with depression as I detangle myself from an over emotionally investment in another with little interest in return. Finding things daily that move me positively. Return of the barefoot hike too. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

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00:11:41

Anaïs Nin reading

Bcomingundone ·

2023/09/11

Been drawn to her work of late, my sex life wonderful with the erotic is missing textures of romance, love, and shared sex magick- too much sovereignty is like masturbating with strangers for me. Let's tongue our hearts, lick it. I mess up, yet I decided to leave it, the whole of me. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

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00:25:00

Unrequited Sex- ramble before surgery

Bcomingundone ·

2023/09/04

Discovered this and seems to fit current stories. Why body and heart experience dissonance, I can't relax with men that can't have sex with their hearts. Suppressing energy takes energy which is why I can feel drained. Finding a sexological body worker to help with my trauma to give me the space to explore good sex may be good enough. My senses are intense in my world and sex for me is almost like the first time everytime. I may not find an equal that can hold space for my sexual intensity rather be

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00:22:03

Before Surgery Fears.

Bcomingundone ·

2023/09/04

Clearly stories. I even went balls to the wall on a website oversharing, needing to be seen when I could sit with self. I've since been meditating. Discomfort. Lonely place when there isn't "the one" to lean on during health issues. When to leave a relationship- toxic or dysfunctional. Currently neither of which is happening in any of my close relationships and meeting potential dates postponed until recovery. Make it to the end? :) Thanks for being here. --- Send in a voice message:

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00:11:11

Meat My Boyfriend...

Bcomingundone ·

2023/08/21

I fantasize-Yes play on words. Speaking of words, I wanted to feel those words in my mouth, "my boyfriend". Bed sex- what's that like? And all day sex? Seconds or thirds? I dream of a side of vanilla while I talk about being someone's girlfriend. The difference I feel in having a partner vs. Boyfriend. Thanks for being here! --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast:

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00:16:12

No More Mr. Fantasy...

Bcomingundone ·

2023/07/21

just cause of Megadeath's song was in my head. He once made me a xmas gift for me he said. Play person played a recording of a song he 'made for me'. I think my brain took 'made about me' and turned it into 'for me'. I never heard it again even though my gift and I've asked a couple of times for it. I suspect, with thoughts that it was for his friends about me. A lump in my throat. My fantasies are out of control. I now keep a mental list active with our

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00:19:08

Dating- Game Set Match? Date: 0 Self: 0 LOVE That...

Bcomingundone ·

2023/07/12

He ended it before we in person met. No back date even. Great phone connections, chemistry, even good communication. Days later, he messaged me his list of reasons why it wouldn't work. Not heart broken, scarred a little. I cried. A lot I cried. Then realized that door closing means there are so many here left unopened! Desensitizing rejection. And finding wholeness in that I will be alone for the rest of my life. One reason, his last, did he save the best for last? My worst. I'm old. He

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00:27:28

Erotic Touch Class Party Experiment Gone A Dry

Bcomingundone ·

2023/07/10

I took an erotic touch class then stayed for the party after. An experience. Pleasant. Eye opening. And concluded, I if were to be a slut I would need to dissect the heart from the body; orgasms from strangers are not a thing for me. I don't even want to desensitize my heart to keep trying to have heartless orgasms. I think I'm too on the spectrum, a heart to heart connection helps me get out of my space, sharing this beautiful experience of connection deeply with another. It was a good

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00:11:55

Dating Experiment Apprehension

Bcomingundone ·

2023/07/04

Having a tough time with the autistic portion of my brain. I sometimes would love to have a handler so I can check out for the day. Learned about the fuck zone and how this will affect how I have a need to have a good sexual connection first before I want anything more. I can feel my avoidant side wanting to run. Compartmentalizing, if I am leaning and learning to love and accept my whole self why wouldn't I want to share that; see and be seen. I was married to a sexless "friendship". Maybe the

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00:10:41

Drop after parents left, child left and after a play.

Bcomingundone ·

2023/07/04

Preparing for dating. Thank you to the new listener that reached out tastefully. Thanking my play person for being so tasty and using instincts to guide and drive. Beginning thoughts on dating. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

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00:11:11

Body Count

Bcomingundone ·

2023/06/26

To add, the term 'body count' is awful to me, I value highly sexual intimacy and sexual acts with another. People to me are not disposable products. Also when I say low value in the audio I want add, doing something so frequently without forethought, mindlessly more out of habit or addiction without conscious awareness is a low value action/activity to me. I have a new podcast I've been following, it's about men. I want to learn all I can to help me become a better partner. This

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00:15:57

Unbecoming, Now Unfolding.

Bcomingundone ·

2023/06/13

Maybe this is the flipped version. Sensing a need for quiet as a new version of me unfolds. Curious in my space I hold self as I experience every emotion. I am observing loss, sadness, heartbreak, loneliness, fear, overwhelm, small, meek, underwhelm, strength, eagerness, hope, faith, excitement, arousal, aloneness; I am not stuck as I move through recognizing and releasing emotions through experiences. Checked out to check in, we are so lucky, thanks for having been here. Po Box 1407 Lake Stevens WA

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