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ICUE&MESH

Turquoise Etoile

Ideals Code of Universal Ethics/Mental Health Ethics & Social Health

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9:17

They're After Me

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/10/09

It's my third day out of the IOP and out of their informal aversion therapy. They're still calling me they're still trying to pick me up in the van. And I am ignoring them.

8:15

Ideals code of universal ethics: Modesty

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/09/28

The antidote to low self-esteem and grandiosity.

3:24

Ideals Code of Universal Ethics: Gratitude

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/09/21

Why I believe we must have gratitude.

8:56

Turning my limerence over

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/09/18

Join me in prayer as my struggle with my crush continues and I attempt to turn it over to my higher power. This is my own experience strength and hope.

14:27

A New Kind Of Harassment: "Soft" Ghosting

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/09/14

Most people change their phone numbers or shut down their voicemails or their phones to keep active phone harassment out. But there is a new kind of harassment going on and it's called soft ghosting and in my opinion it isn't so soft because the feeling that it evokes is not a soft feeling at all. It's a very hurtful burning feeling: it makes the second guess ourselves and question our self worth and makes us feel like we're not part of the human race. Honesty is hard to come by because many people

7:37

It was not meant to be

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/08/28

Struggling to end an interaction that never should have been. (Religion mentioned) You can look up my other podcast if you want hopefully there's more information there about what's been going on. https://open.spotify.com/show/...

10:21

Is LGBTQ+ Really An Abomination?

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/08/16

Repeatedly people use the argument about Sodom and Gomorrah to condemn lgbtq+ people. And it is for that reason that I and many others feel like we have to be silent about being lgbtq+. It's still permeating in our society and it's still leaking into my therapy program that I go to. At least two clients openly in group have said that they "don't want to be around those people; they're amoral..." . This frightens me and this still indicates that much work needs to be done to create a safe society for

10:26

Defining Each Of My Six Commandments

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/08/11

7:47

"Limerents Anonymous"

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/08/04

I'm grateful to the 12th step programs in the United States and around the world, especially Alcoholics Anonymous. I truly believe that I cannot deal with my problem alone. I need a power greater than myself. I need other people going through this. I need shared experience strength and hope right now. Would you like that? This is my idea for a 12-step program. With the help of AI, and the inspiration by my own pain and by my higher power, the following video and podcast episode describes my new

3:49

Next Time They "Want You", Remember When They Didn't

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/08/03

They may have hugged you, they may have told you they loved you, they may have told you that you brightened their day, the meet and greet may have been wonderful and starry, the phone date may have promised to follow up phone call. In my case none of that happened. There was a meet and greet. There was a phone date. There were hugs and positive regards. But they always fell apart. I'm still left with nothing. Let's no longer be hoovered.

7:52

Avoiding My Limerent Interest For My SANITY

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/08/01

14:15

Dear Olga: I Will Never Stop Loving You. BUT...

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/07/28

It's too late now to save this friendship. Here's why. (I describe a synopsis of 9 months of my struggle to try, in vain, to make a friendship work) I believe that it's one of those things where we're both right and both wrong.

14:53

My Limerent Interest Is Getting In Again!

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/07/26

For the millionth time I've attempted to detach from her and she still got in yesterday and today ignored me again. I share some more of my struggle and keep hoping that I find my way out. For more information please refer to the videos before this one. Turquoise

2:39

Who Can We Trust As U.S. President 2024? A NONCORPORATE!

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/07/25

Kamala Harris may divert votes back to Democrats support. I'm voting for Green. Beware --- both candidates sound good against Trump dictatorship, but one is noncorporate. Guess who?

10:30

Anti-Limerence Meditation - Part 2 "Seeing The...

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/07/25

I did another episode this morning and I'm going to call it part 1. Please refer to that one before you watch this one. This is part 2. "Seeing them as they are", not seeing them with a limerent idea of them.

7:43

Anti-Limerence Meditation Exercise - Part 1 "No Contact"

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/07/24

I walk myself and anyone interested through a meditation to deal with recovery from limerence. This is my own personal walkthrough.

12:05

No Contact: The Only Antidote To Limerence ( When...

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/07/23

Two weeks ago I thought I had said goodbye to Olga for good with one last text. But since she's still there every day, and since one of the counselors set us up, as I had discovered he had been doing for months with us, for those weeks past I've had to run into her and deal with more up and down. I talked about how I felt, what I experienced during those past couple weeks, and what I am now planning, to deal with it currently.

11:17

Is it In My Head, Or Is It Really Happening?

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/07/16

I'm struggling with the boundary between my mental illness and reality right now. Because I'm living in a world full of mental illness too. I talk about my current issues, past and present diagnoses, more experience as a peer with mental illness.

15:01

Covertly Retaliated On?

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/07/15

Someone might be on my case in a covert way for a few things that I've said online. But they didn't let on overtly. But I did notice a subtle change in their behavior this week that suggested that they might be angry with me. I do appreciate it when people are afraid to say what's on their mind but it does get in the way and when their behavior shows and I can't put my finger on it, I get even more disturbed than if they said something.

2:52

Update announcement

ICUE&MESH ·

2024/07/13

You are perfectly welcome to go on my old podcast (s). It looks like I will be on here from now on because one of the podcast platforms is not user friendly and the other one is limiting me to only one episode a month for free. Peace everyone.

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