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I’m Not Slutty Enough!

I’m Not Slutty Enough! is a podcast by Ray Jing Storm — professional oversharer, recovering people-pleaser, and reluctant role model. This autobiographical ride dives into the absurd, outrageous, and sometimes painfully real moments of being bullied, labeled, and misunderstood. Spoiler: It’s not about being slutty. It’s about surviving the storm of other people’s opinions… and throwing some lightning back. Where there’s a storm, there’s hidden rage — and probably great hair. New episodes weekly

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00:03:54

No Beauty Queen

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2026/01/29

Apparently I was supposed to wake up one day knowing how to be pretty. No one told me when that was.

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00:01:06

Classy Until Further Notice

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2026/01/22

This episode is about the moment I realized being nice wasn’t maturity—it was self-betrayal.And how easily “classy” turns into complicit when you keep extending courtesy to people who’ve already decided who you are.

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00:02:48

Part IV: Not Slutty Enough

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2026/01/15

Explaining how and why I’m not slutty enough

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00:04:19

My Vibes

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2025/12/02

Sometimes the real damage doesn’t come from bullying—it comes from the little rejections that feel “too small” to matter. In this episode, I unpack the tiny humiliations I dismissed as normal: being excluded from kindness, treated as optional, judged by looks and status.

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00:10:15

The Pattern

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2025/12/02

I spent years being the tag-along, the easy one to exclude, the girl who was never “enough.” This is the story of how early betrayals became a lifelong pattern—and why I’m finally calling it out.

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00:00:23

Part III: The Spiteful Youth

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2025/11/28

If you thought the last episodes were unhinged—well, buckle up. I’m just getting warmed up.

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00:02:56

People Pleaser

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2025/11/20

From defending people to over-explaining choices that were no one’s business, I unravel why I still bend myself into shapes just to keep the peace — and what it costs me every time.

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00:04:45

My Body Was Everyone's Business

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2025/11/13

For years, I believed my body was a public conversation - open for comments, advice, and judgment. This episode dives into my long history with weight loss, diets, and the constant pressure to shrink myself just to be acceptable.

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00:02:04

Mouths I Didn’t Run

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2025/11/07

She creates the chaos, I do the cleanup — and somehow I’m the one everyone thinks is clueless. Make it make sense.

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00:04:03

The Quiet Prey

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2025/10/30

From missing books to stolen snacks, I learned early that kindness without boundaries is an open invitation.

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00:00:10

Part II: The Pushover

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2025/10/25

In this part, I’ll dig further into the past and deeper into my feelings to unpack the people and events that created the total mess you’re hearing about now.

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00:03:00

Raised in a Courtroom

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2025/08/14

I grew up feeling like every word, choice, and even facial expression was on trial. In this episode, I unpack what it’s like to live under constant judgment from the people who are supposed to have your back — and why I finally stopped letting their verdicts define me.

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00:01:27

The Retard

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2025/08/07

They never said the word out loud — but I heard it anyway. In this episode, I unpack the not-so-subtle way girls I socialized with decided I was stupid. Not because I didn’t know things — but because I didn’t fit their shallow standards. I liked books more than brand names, depth more than designer bags. So they called me “kind” with a wink, mistaking quiet intelligence for cluelessness. Let’s talk about the slow burn of being underestimated, the rage of being misread, and what it means to outgrow

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00:05:06

Brain Damaged

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2025/08/01

They broke my spirit—then blamed me for limping.In this episode, I dive into the long-term impact of emotional trauma, the damage no MRI can detect, and the messy, maddening process of trying to heal a mind that’s been wired for survival, not peace.

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00:02:36

Setting Up The Mood

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2025/07/24

Every family has that one person whose mood sets the tone—and for us nieces, it was Ruth. Her presence could make or break a gathering, and as kids, we didn’t question the tension. But looking back, the “family dinners” felt more like staged performances, with Ruth barking orders like a drill sergeant over optional snacks. This episode unpacks the quiet tyranny behind family rituals, the fear around a dinner table, and the rare moment someone finally stood up to her.

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00:02:04

Bottled Up

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2025/07/17

They say my kids inherited my temper—but what if that “temper” was never just anger? In this episode, I unravel the years I spent being mislabeled as impatient, grumpy, or loud… when all I really wanted was to be heard. From screaming at my own birthday party to zoning out with music just to find peace, this is a raw look at how bottled-up emotions shaped my voice—and how I’m finally starting to use it differently.

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00:01:30

Weak Spot

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2025/06/26

What started as a childhood fear turned into a lifelong lesson: never let them see where it hurts. In this episode, I talk about the kind of people who feed on your fear, how silence becomes self-protection, and why I still hesitate to share what scares me. Vulnerability might be healing for some—but for me, it was a trap I learned to avoid early. So thanks for the trauma, Uncle Trevor.

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00:02:22

Occassions

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2025/06/19

There was a time I’d stay up all night picking the perfect outfit, doing my hair, counting down the hours till morning. But over the years, one quiet detail began deciding whether I’d even show up: my weight. In this episode, I unpack the ritual, the body shame, the relatives who couldn’t mind their own business—and how fatphobia stole the joy from something that used to feel magical.

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00:10:16

The Bullies

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2025/06/12

This episode is my revenge anthem to every bully who ever underestimated me. You wanted to break me? Cute. Instead, you handed me the plot. From hallway whispers to full-on humiliation, I unpack how cruelty shaped my rage, sharpened my voice, and gave birth to the version of me that now owns the mic. This isn’t about forgiveness. It’s about power. It’s about turning shame into a story—and making sure I’m the one telling it.

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00:04:54

Jealousy

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2025/06/05

What started off as sarcasm slowly revealed itself as nothing but spite and jealousy.

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