When I return

For the one who feels too far, ashamed, and broken to return.For the heart that still whispers Astaghfirullah, even when it feels heavy.For the one who has fallen again, and wonders if this time, maybe they've gone too far.But you are not your sin.You are not the moment you slipped.You are the moment you returned.This space was created for those quiet, sacred moments after the fall - when you're trying to come back to Allah, but the shame feels louder than hope.May this reminder soften your heart,

What do you do when you’ve fallen again? When shame feels louder than your du‘a?This first episode is a reflection on the quiet moment after sin — when you feel unworthy, but still long to return.I made this space for that moment. For the people who’ve gone far, but still hope there’s a way back.For the ones who say Astaghfirullah with a trembling heart.You’re not alone. You’re welcomed here.“Our Lord, we have wronged ourselves. And if You do not forgive us and have mercy upon us, we will surely be